God Provides

First off, I love this song, and it really resonates with my post, I think. And my life this semester...or maybe just my life in general: Consider The Ravens

A week ago, I barely had 50% of my support for summer project. I was in desperate need of a 3rd roommate for our house. Today, I'm at 78%, with one more check on the way, and family willing to help out (more) if I'm still short the day before I leave. And I've got an awesome 3rd roommate to take over the lease when my current awesome roommate moves out. God is good.

Last Sunday I prayed "God, I've done everything I can think of. I've asked everyone I can think of. There's nothing else I can do. It's up to You now." And everything came together in a matter of days. I couldn't see how all this could happen in a week. I didn't see how I was going to raise the rest of my support and find a roommate in such a short time. But God did. I'm so in love with Him...He's the perfect Father. God is sovereign :)

Did I mention that all of this came together the day before the 100% deadline?

There are still a bunch of details that need to come together before I leave for Tribeca in 3 weeks, but I have no doubt that God will bring them together better than I could have ever dreamed.

Luke 12:27-31

²⁷"Consider how the lilies grow. They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you, not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. ²⁸If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today, and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, how much more will he clothe you, O you of little faith! ²⁹And do not set your heart on what you will eat or drink; do not worry about it. ³⁰For the pagan world runs after all such things, and your Father knows that you need them. ³¹But seek his kingdom, and these things will be given to you as well.

A new thing for my roommates will be Fact of the Day...todays is: God is Sovereign :)

Press through the crowd to the feet of Jesus

That's what I'm learning (again) this week. My faith is being tested. I'm really short on support. I've got a ton of details to take care of before I can head to New York (including support raising). But through it all, I know God is in control. Even if I screw up, all the little details fall to bits, and I end up staying in Orlando this summer, God is still sovereign. If God is for me, who can be against me?

I may not understand why things happen. They may not be what I expect/want, but who cares? God knows soooooooooo much more than I could ever dream to comprehend.

I will slip up. I will get frustrated with circumstances. I will lose faith from time to time. I'm human (or as my table at church said last night in response to "why do we try to do things on our own?"- I'm a "stupid human".) God is still sovereign.

I've been spending a lot of time thinking and praying about why support is coming in so slowly. Am I really supposed to go to New York this summer? Or is God telling me that I need to stay in Orlando? I've been looking for a job for months and have had no luck. Now all of sudden "now hiring" signs are popping up all over Orlando...for jobs that are looking for someone like me. Except now is the time when I can't apply for those jobs. "Can you hire me to work for a month, give me a couple months off, then I'll come back in August?"

I don't get it...logically, the "responsible" thing is to stay here & take advantage of the job opportunities, etc., but I'm still convinced that God is sending me to New York City this summer. God is sovereign, and He is the only one who can make this happen. So right now, I'm pressing through the "crowd" and spending time at the feet of Jesus (read Mark5:24-34). And He's teaching me. I'm continually amazed at His love for me. I know me...I know the stupid things I do & think, but God just won't give up on me. It's really humbling.

Okay....this has turned into a bunch of rambling. Short version: I need $2000 by the 25th. God is sovereign. Sit at His feet & listen. The crowd can wait.

Update

Before the update: Please pray for Nashville...they've had a lot of bad flooding this past week & really need our help. If you're able, consider getting a group of people together to help with relief efforts.

Where I'm at right now: I've asked a handful of people to specifically partner with me in prayer for this trip. I can't do this on my own. If you'd like to join with this group of people, let me know& I'll add you to the prayer list. It will either be a facebook group or an email list. Probably an email list.

I'm still raising financial support...God brought in $112 from a bake sale. He turned cookies, banana bread, and water into money for Tribeca. It was a good day. I'm in the process of setting up a car wash and possibly a Spirit Night with Chik-fil-a (still looking into details on that one). If you have any creative fundraising ideas, let me know!

I'm just over a month away from leaving for Tribeca, and I'm about $2300 short of my goal. I have no doubt that God will provide what I need. If you feel God calling you to give or you'd like to know more, please send me an email, and I'll send you a letter with more information. If you have a specific question, I'd be happy to answer that as well. My email address is wmayer@knights.ucf.edu.